Showing posts with label ineedyou. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ineedyou. Show all posts

26 June 2012

di matamu



Bismillah .
   Assalamualaikum ..


" Di matamu ku beharga, kau pelakukan aku lebih dari mencintai dirimu.. "




Di matamu .
aku hanya perempuan asing
yang dekat denganmu namun masih jauh .



Di mata dia .
aku hanya perempuan yang seakan selekeh
menggembara mencari cinta
seakan terhegehhegeh mendekati dirinya.






   Siapapun aku di matamu , aku adalah aku . tiada campuran kau dan dia. tiada berselindungkan palsu . Aku tak cuba jadi sempurna. Tapi sekadar membaiki cela . Tinggalkan kemunafikan, sayang .
masih belum terlambat,bukan . Pengisian selama 20tahun ini banyak kosongnya.



Bila di mata yang lain aku hina
biarlah di mataNya aku adalah permata.
Jauhi kaca .
hanya akan melukakan jiwa .




andai kau ditempat aku, andai kau sendiri rasai, andai kau kata aku palsu.
kiblat mana harus kau cari .. kerna kau takkan pernah mengerti . Takkan pernah fahami. dan yang paling hipokritnya, bila kau kata kau amat memahami.





aku perlukan doa, sokongan
dan terima kasih untuk itu .
semoga Allah meredhaimu.




17 April 2011

L I F E


it doesn't how tough we are, trauma always leaves a scar. seriously, by leaving you.. all might be fine. no one will getting hurt anymore. yup. trauma messes everybody up, but think it twice. all the pain, all the fear, will keeps us moving FORWARD. maybe we have  to get messed up, before we can step up.. 




seriously, you are the best thing ever ! hey people..
just because i laugh a lot,it doesn't mean i have a perfect life or my life is damn easy.
it doesn't mean that somethings not bothering me, by having a smile on my face every day..
its too hard..
hard to stand over your love one. hard too keep you mind positively..
but, i have to do it. instead of dwelling on the past.

i'm not BEGGING to anyone, because it will hurt me twice. by having a good life is all about justice.

maybe, i'm not the right person for you to love.
yes, i don't live to please anymore.

i'll never letting you down. believes me.


sekadar hiasan

ooh yaa ! just keep on being you ARE. because that's the  BEST part of you.. 
( i wish to say it before its too late )